a Bipolar disorder. I flipped out and curse when I feel lied to or offended. But after some days, it goes a way.
Then I am at it again if I suspect ANY other wrong doings in my partner. I thought this was normal. But, other's dont think so.
How am I a Christian and cursing like this? Am I possessed with a demon?
I have so much anger towards my partner over being hurt that I feel hate.
WTF IS wrong with me? I KINDA HATE PEOPLE TOO.
This is not good because; I cant make it to the gates of heaven without love. Yet, there are some people I actually love.
What do I do? I tried repenting and I am at it again later in the week. I have a therapist and don't feel she