I don't know why they called me a slut which is why I can't MAKE SENSE OF IT and it's troubling me. I don't remember behaving like a slut or doing anything dirty. I don't know if it's because of just my uniform which had thinner fabric than my previous uniform.It's been troubling me and I have anxiety that I did something 'slutty' without realising it. But then if I did, I would have surely remembered such an embarrassing situation.It has really been getting to me. I've been stressing out about it, self hating etc. wanting to die. I can't express it in words but I feel this shame and embarrassment yet I can't remember doing anything slutty which is confusing to me. The confusion itself is driving me mad. I keep telling myself, 'But I didn't do anything? I was just working?', then I try to remember everything that happened on the days I was insulted but the problem is, I can't remember everything I did. I just remember that I was working. So I try to find any behaviour I did that may have come across as slutty. Did I look at my own body? Was i giving off a weird energy? I can't pinpoint what made these people call me a slut. And then the cycle repeats, 'But I don't remember doing anything wrong' and 'But perhaps I don't remember something?
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@Sandy, the fabric was not transparent at all. It was uniform given to me. It was not see through. It was a simple t shirt and I even wore a shirt underneath it. The only thing is that since is was less thick than my previous uniform, it made my body shape a bit more obvious but not inappropriate. It was like everyone else. All my coworkers were wearing it but the only difference is, my body shape is different to theirs.
