Who   Experience a near death experience ?

My near death Experience  at the age of 2 years,Old well throughout  the  Neglect and abuse that cause this.It was on  a Friday night I slept  on the sofa  as alway 🛋 I remember trying to breath  and I couldn't " catch  my breath I stop breathing.  The only thing I remember I saw my Grandfather and grandmother  and on each side  ther were  others Family's member standing beside them in the clouds  I was happy to see  my grandmother Alberta 👵 she died before I was born They told me it's  not your time go back into light  and I did I remember  watching my mother boyfriend  shaking my lifely body,   my lips were black and my eyes were bloode red  my mother standing beside  the bed crying,Like a fool,  and some how I started breathing  again, they took me to the hospital ,but one thing change  I never felt the same  again  maybe I need to speak  With a  doctor That could help me .