https://plato.stanford.edu/entries/suicide/#ChrPro (This is Stanford university, not some unknown source).
The bible and all church fathers/first christians were very clear. Suicide is not forgivable. It is probably one of the unforgiveable things. The reason why is pretty clear, “We are stewards, not owners, of the life God has entrusted to us. It is not ours to dispose of.”
I am not sure if you are a troll, christian or neither. you asked a general question. But Christ intentionally choose to endure temporary pain without a long term suffering for a much greater good. He could have killed himself but he used himself as an example. He intentionally choose to accept what happened on earth so those on earth could see. I am not 100% sure how people make the jump to Christ allowed this to happen so he could magically make all future sins for the next several thousand years just disappear.
If you are a devout christian, god choose to give you life. You did not demand it. God knew what would happen but chose you - is he stupid? Its ok to not believe in God. But to think he did not fully understand what would happen? He knew ahead of time, while there is freewill he allowed it to happen. Possible you have endured more pain or suffered more than Christ or billions of others.
https://www.thegospelcoalition.org/article/suffering-for-gods-glory-and-your-good/
Accepting life is our purpose.
https://www.familylife.com/articles/topics/marriage/marriage-challenges/hardship-and-suffering/how-god-uses-suffering-for-his-glory/
The greatest gift to god, to accept jesus is to endure
str.org/w/god-has-a-purpose-in-suffering-
There is beauty/necessity behind all pain. There is tremendous value do god in it. Did christ not make that clear?Possibly you were wrong/sinful? I dunno.....Anyhow it is one of the few unforgivable things. I'd argue god wants strength. People who are christ like. who can give all while accept or even take on pain or hardship so others won't. Is that you? No idea.....God wants us to accept, endure and prevail through suffering or hardship:
http://thebriefing.com.au/2013/11/gods-gifts-in-suffering-6-god-gives-us-strength-to-endure-not-escape/Christ demanded more to prove his
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