Should I kill myself?

If you wish to commit suicide, know that with suicide you will go to hell, because it will be too late to ask God for forgiveness after physical death!
In fact God forgives every sinner, but he must ask forgiveness from God while he is alive on earth, after death everything is impossible!
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Enter a Protestant church when you are free, and you will see that what I have said will prove to be truth.

There is something else - but it's not death believe me.  Killing yourself will only lead you to Hell flames of torment for eternity  -  surely you don't want that - that's leaving the frying pan only to rush head first into the fire - and I speak literally when I use the word 'fire' too. You need to have a whole new life - begin all over again, a clean slate as a Christian with Jesus as your Master instead of YOU being on the throne and making all the rules.

The only One who can help you is Jesus Christ who is God the Saviour of the world who died on the Cross for you because He loves you.  You are going about your daily business ignoring your heavenly Father - the very one who created you in His image and likeness.  He created you to have fellowship with Him, and His body (which means other Christians - His Church) and when you ignore God and us, you run the risk of being very very lonely, dissatisfied with your life, discontented, tired out, often sick and absolutely miserable.  If I were you I would begin to acknowledge God - your Maker. 

 You're only young and God told us in His Word, the Bible "Remember your Creator in the days of your youth BEFORE the difficult days come when you say "I have no pleasure in them" - while the sun and the light the moon and the stars are not darkened, (because that is literally going to happen one day when Jesus returns to this earth for His second coming) and the clouds do not return after the rain; in the day when the keepers of the house tremble and the strong men bow down, when the grinders cease because they are few and your eyes which look through the window grow dim"  

 When we become Christians, we need to give our whole life to the Lord our Maker, acknowledging Him, loving Him, praying to Him, thanking Him and reading God's Word for wisdom and living by it, because it wasn't written for nothing. It's our manual, our standard to live by and without it, you will always take the wrong path.  The principle instruction of that passage I quoted fro Ecclesiastes as it goes on is; Remember your Creator before you die, because it will literally be too late to be saved then.  The writer (under the inspiration of the Holy Spirit) sums up the passage this way, "Fear God and keep His commandments, for this is the whole duty of man, for God will bring every work into judgement, including every secret thing, whether it is good or whether it is evil" (Ecclesiastes 12: 13 & 14).  In other words, "It is appointed unto man once to die and after this comes the JUDGEMENT (Hebrews 9:27). Every one of us is going to have to stand before our Maker after we die, and give an account of our lives. Those who have lived without Jesus Christ in this world won't have a chance in Hell.

So my advice is to start attending a good Bible-believing church, where you can have good teaching about the wonderful news - the gospel of God's salvation (offered to us as a free gift, by His mercy and grace, because we certainly don't deserve it); believe in the Lord your God, your Creator, the One who loves you and died for you.  Repent of your sins to Him, ask Him to save you and having believed that Jesus died for you and rose from the dead, then obey His command to be water baptized by full immersion in the Name of the Father/Son and Holy Spirit (Matthew 28:19 & 20). Take time to read the Bible, especially the New Testament to begin with, and ask God to show you what His plan is for your life.  Everything will change and you will never regret becoming a Christian believer with the promise of spending eternity with our Saviour in Heaven, rather than the alternative you have right now which is a destiny of eternal Hell in the flames of fire and torment.

If you have one friend who is a real friend, you have a lot. There are people who have hundreds of friends but not one true friend. You have a good job, a friend, so make time for yourself. I'm sure you have a day off every week. Use it.

"To make a friend be a friend". This is an expression that has been around for a long time. It is no wonder you have no other friends. You don't have any leisure time because of how much time you spend working and the fact that you want to kill yourself with no consideration about how that will affect your one and only friend tells me that you aren't much of a friend to him/her. Why not fix those two problems and live a long and happy life instead of ending it by being a quitter? If you choose what you are suggesting I can guarantee you two things. It is something you cannot change or undo and it will be the greatest regret you'll ever experience.. Let those two realities sink in for a while. Hopefully you'll realize how foolish doing that will be. I realize that you want the emotional pain to stop but that isn't the only way. There are things that are far less drastic that you can do if you'll just make some small changes in your life.

YOU DON'T LOVE GOD OR YOUR ONE FRIEND VERY MUCH DO YOU?

I HAVE HAD ONLY ONE FRIEND ALL MY LIFE. BUT EVERY THING FALLS INTO PLACE WHEN YOU TRY TO LIVE AND LOVE GOD OUR FATHER IN HEAVEN THROUGH JESUS

THEN YOU HOLD GOD AND YOUR FRIEND MORE PRECIOUS THAN EVER. 

YOU SEEM TO BE THINKING ONLY OF YOURSELF!!!

SEE HERE ABOUT SUICIDE >>>>>>

ALWAYS REMEMBER WHAT CONSTITUTES A MORTAL SIN OR IT IS NOT A MORTAL SIN AT ALL.>>>>>>>

There are three conditions for a sin to me a mortal sin:

1) The object must constitute grave matter

2) Full knowledge that the act is sinful

3) Committed with deliberate consent of the will

THERE ARE VENIAL SINS TOO BUT THEY ARE NOT DEADLY SEE HERE>>.

https://www.ewtn.com/expert/answers/mortal_versus_venial.htm

If a person commits a Mortal Sin and has no way of going to confession before his death, he has only one chance of forgiveness: an Act of Perfect Contrition. But it must be said before death. If this is not made, he goes straight to Hell for all eternity.

IF A PERSON WHO SIMPLY HATES LIFE OR DOES NOT WANT TO PUT UP WITH ANY KIND OF SUFFERING KILLS HIMSELF, ITS A MORTAL DEADLY SIN, DO YOU TRULY THINK THEY ARE GOING TO HEAVEN? IF THAT WERE THE CASE WHY DOES NOT EVERYONE JUST KILL THEMSELVES AND SAVE THEMSELVES FROM THE AGGRAVATION AND INCONVENIENCES IN THIS VALLEY OF TEARS AND TELL GOD HERE I COME WHETHER YOU LIKE IT OR NOT. YOU WONT MAKE IT TO HEAVEN THATS FOR SURE. REMEMBER ALWAYS YOU CANNOT FOOL GOD, HE KNOWS YOUR EVERY THOUGHT BEFORE YOU EVEN THINK THEM >>>>>>>>>>>>

BUT ALSO SOMETIMES STRESS PLAYS TRICKS ON OUR MINDS AND WE MAY DO SOMETHING WE ORDINARILY WOULD NOT DO. GOD TAKES ALL THIS INTO CONSIDERATION ON JUDGMENT DAY, GOD'S LOVE AND MERCY IS SO GREAT HE WILL SCRUTINIZE EVERY MORSEL OF THOUGHT THAT WAS GOING THRU THEIR MIND BEFORE DEATH AND IF ONE THING IS MISSING THAT WOULD ORDINARILY CONSTITUTE A MORTAL SINS, YOU CAN BE SURE THAT THEY MAY JUST VERY WELL BE IN HEAVEN WITH JESUS(GOD). BUT REMEMBER, YOU CANNOT FOOL GOD, EVER. PLEASE READ THIS AND DONT GIVE UP PRAYING FOR THEM >>>>

THE ROMAN CATHOLIC CHURCH DOES NOT SAY ANYONE WHO COMMITS SUICIDE GOES TO HELL BUT
the CATHOLIC Church teaches is that anyone who commits a mortal sin and does not repent before death goes to hell. Mortal sin requires three conditions: grave matter, full knowledge of the gravity of the action, and full and free consent to the action. If any of those three conditions are missing, there is not mortal sin. All we can say for certain is that suicide constitutes grave matter. Given the fact that people who take their own lives often are very ill or under psychological stress, those factors can impede their knowledge and consent, making their actions tragic but not mortally sinful. Only someone who freely chooses to commit suicide with full knowledge of the gravity of the sinfulness would commit mortal sin by his suicide. Even then, between unconsciousness and final death, God might offer the person one final chance to repent, even if such an opportunity is not apparent to us

The Church says this about the eternal destiny of those who have taken their own lives: "We should not despair of the eternal salvation of persons who have taken their own lives. By ways known to him alone, God can provide the opportunity for salutary repentance. The Church prays for persons who have taken their own lives"! PLEASE SEE LINK TOO?

NOTE, VERY IMPORTANT>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

BECAUSE, IT IS THE ULTIMATE OF THINKING OF YOURSELF AND NOT OTHERS AS WITH FAMILY AND LOVED ONES AND MOST OF ALL JESUS(GOD INCARNATE)

DONT FORGET THIS EVER, WHEN YOU MAKE THE SIGN OF THE CROSS YOU FIRST START WITH AN UP AND DOWN MOVEMENT AS IF TO FORM AN ( i ) THEN YOU CROSS IT OUT BY THE FINISH OF THE SIGN OF THE CROSS FROM LEFT TO RIGHT. NOTICE HOW THE JESUS ON THE CROSS IS TELLING YOU TO FORGET YOURSELF AND MAKE GOD FIRST, THINK ABOUT IT.

No, you should never even consider taking your own life. That is a decision that carries eternal consequences. The reason you have no hope in life is because you don't know Jesus Christ as your Savior. Jesus is God and He loves you infinitely!

Because we have all sinned against a perfectly holy and righteous God, we all deserve eternal separation from God in hell (Rom. 6:23). However, God loves us so much that He sent His only Son Jesus to die on the cross as our Substitute so we don't have to go to hell. Christ died for our sins, was buried, and rose from the grave three days later (1 Cor. 15:3-4). He gives eternal life freely to anyone who simply believes in Him for it. No one can be saved by doing good works. Salvation is by grace alone through faith alone in Christ alone (Eph. 2:8-9).

"Verily, verily, I say unto you, He that believeth on me hath everlasting life" (John 6:47).

This article can help you: https://www.jw.org/finder?wtlocale=E&docid=2019089&srcid=share

Give out your phone number and chat with people (women).  Eventually you will change your life.  You might have to cut down the number of hours that you work (it isn't worth your life).

Happiness doesn’t come easily for anyone. You have to get your 8 hours sleep, eat right, exercise, socialize, challenge your brain and body, consider social norms and the list goes on. Even doing all that you can have a hormone or neurotransmitter imbalance that’ll cause depression and anxiety or worse afflictions. Or you can suffer a horrible experience.
Anyway you can always kill yourself another day, might as well hang around and see if you change something about your life or habits, if that won’t change how you feel. Maybe people will take notice of you more when you change something. People tend to want to be around positive people. Almost anyone can fake being positive.

You posted in religion and spirituality so I assume you’re curious about the subject and looking for a divine revelation. Um. Well Job was depressed and his friends came to him and said basically what right do you have to be depressed that’s not very holy now is it? But Job has the favor of God and his friends were d****. Good read.

A reality that cannot be denied is that permanent happiness cannot be achieved except by believing in God and following His guidance. Since it is He who created mankind, therefore it is He who knows what pleases, benefits, saddens and harms them. A number of philosophers have admitted that religious people lead content, worriless lives. So if believing in God leads to ultimate happiness, then how can this be achieved?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CBYuhZ8EO1w&list=PL8q1CeLwpRJxZVDQAoDCXm8hhhAQh5O2b&index=2