Can someone tell me what's wrong with me? ?

Many years ago my GP prescribed me anti-testosterone (anti-androgen/cyproterone acetate) to treat excessive sexual urges and harmful sexual behavior to self. 

I took 2 tablets, each 50 mg of cyproterone acetate each day for 9 months. 

Many mental health doctors I was seeing in those days absolutely disagreed with the treatment and heavily opposed my GP for administering that drug. 


After 9 months I voluntarily ceased the drug due to side effect health issues. After ceasing drug, health returned to normal but no LIBIDO is present anymore despite being over 4 years now. 

I did blood tests and doctor confirms that testerone levels are normal at 14.5. 

The highest I can be is 32 and lowest is 8.5. 

I stand at 14.5. 

I don't remember if my levels were around 32 before taking treatment. 

However, I experience less than 10% libido or sexual urge or arousals and obviously struggle to be as sexually proactive as I used to be. 

No, I've never had sexual partner in life before I'm single and also I've actually never had sex with a person either because I'm religious and also not yet married. 

Doctor refuses to give medication to increase or treat little or no sexual desires. 

Supplements didn't help much if at all.