I have become a pervert, I don't like it what do I do now? ?

I look at women in a bad way. It's like I cannot even look them in the eye. I'm always fixated on their breasts or bottocks. it happens with everyone even my own family I cannot look at any women normally without my eyes going blank stare at their private parts. I cannot concentrate if a doctor is talking to me & there is nurse standing behind my mind gets fixated on her breasts & I fight so hard neither can I look at the Doctor hear what he/she is saying, to avoid looking I try to look away at the ground or the ceiling but my eyes they won't the more try to look away the more it looks like a squint eye trying to perv at the woman.

I think I will get my **** kicked if this continues, one too many times People have gotten really pissed at me for this behaviour. Because of this I dont go out, I quit my jobs because I was more worried that I'll get fired & labelled a pervert for sexual harrasment of my female colleagues. It all began when I was 20 of age. Earlier I was very shy & fantasized a lot but I reality I had not even spoken to a girl in school or college. But in 2004 I started noticing my attention was all on women's anatomy. In 2005 it got worse & it has only gotten worse. Can't tell anyone or live with it 😕😑😐