We were together for 7 8 months and it was long distance. We spoke everyday and video called and I went to see him. He was having legal issues and I tried to support him , i even saw him while he was on tag. I made effort with him. Anyway I went to see him a month ago to sort out our issues and he looked after me etc. But couldn’t stop bragging about being horny, I was waiting for the right time to have sex with him. I got there and he just got naked and said he missed me- I felt so uncomfortable getting naked in the daytime and his place was so dirty , I didn’t realise he wasn’t cleaning it. That same very week he had a serious court case to determine whether he would go to prison or not. I just wanted to spend some time with him instead of getting naked straight away, it felt wrong. We ended up going out then he licked me out and he gave me oral sex , but I didn’t enjoy it and didn’t feel anything, he’s a good kisser and turns me on but I don’t think I like oral sex. I’m a virgin and he knew this, the fingering took a day to get used to then I started bleeding, I feel like he didn’t really care or understand me. I tried to have sex with him, I felt his dick go in my vagina and it was stabbing so much, I nearly cried . He got me on top and put it in and out of me then tried laying me down again but the pain was awful. After he said u lost ur virginity but we didn’t have sex. I could barely walk and it was all unprotected.
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Just to mention it only lasted a minute or seconds, it didn’t hurt when I was on top for some reason. I’m just heartbroken that he had no understanding of me and he told me the first time we ever have sex I’ll be nervous, he even said I’ve had sex before and how come it’s so difficult with you, I feel like I’m going crazy I’m pretty sure I had sex with him for a few seconds -minute .
