Should I feel guilty ?

I’m 22 and been living in New York for a year now. In New York I have my dad , grandma , and uncles aunts cousins. I lived in Georgia with my mom and stepdad and siblings . I actually came to New York at first to mostly accompany my grandma on her flight since she was visiting Georgia . But I ended up coming back to New York with her . I haven’t gone back to Georgia since . I left Georgia because I wanted to and I didn’t really want to live in Georgia because it got old and I grew up there for the last 11 years. As you get older you choose what you want to do with your life . My mom chose her life by being with my stepdad and growing up with her kids. Now I’m 22 and I’m not financially stable but I’m getting there. Plus I am thankful for one of my uncles and his girlfriend who I consider a friend. We all help eachother out in some way. But honestly I wouldn’t really see myself in Georgia to live there fully . But I would go and visit. My mom is coming to New York for the holidays and she is trying to convince me to go back. What do I do?