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During the process of love, she has been mentally raped and suffers from emotional depression therefore having a life that is not blessed. Mixed with this repression, emotional fear and prejudices put on her from the world in general it pushes her into the abyss, causing unbearable mental distress. 以上是我翻譯的句子 比較疑惑的是having a life that is not blessed.是否合適 以及各位解答的so as to possess a cursed life in her.
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By the way 擁有一的不被祝福的生命是指孩子