i hate my life what should i do?

My first initial instinct would be to get a job or 2. Work on getting your drivers license. Then find stuff you want to do.

I've always loved my life at home. And the solitude. But my life has always been busy and hard work since childhood. Despite the fact I don't drive either. You can work without having to drive to work. I've done it for almost 20 years now. There's a period in time where I WAS driving myself to work and home. But... I never really had to. Was never depended on to drive, as I come from a family of truck drivers and alpha drivers in general. Was never pressured to drive. So... I stuck with it. Got my license when I was 27. But... as I said, never needed it.

We've had a similar life. Except, I fvckin' LOVE the fact that I was never depended on to drive. :D So... if you're seeking happiness but not being able to drive is limiting you. It's not hard to go out and get your drivers license.

1. find out how much it costs.
2. practice the online sample tests from the DMV. there's about 5 different ones for CA.
3. take the written test.
4. practice driving with a licensed driver that won't yell at you when you mess up.
5. take the driving test at the DMV.

Personally, I think it's easier if you go to driving school. It also costs money. But the best place to learn and practice. And you can use their vehicles when going to take your driving test at the DMV.

GET OUT OF THE HOUSE!!!!!!!!!

Is there some reason you aren't in school or working? Why don't you have a driver's license? if you don't like being home alone - get out and do something. Millions of people don't have cars. They walk, ride bikes, and take public transportation. If you don't like your life, change it. If you don't enjoy conversation with your father, don't talk to him.

maybe you should talk to a counselor about all this, they might be able to help you out