What is wrong with me? Repost because the only answer I got didn't even relate to the situstion.?

I am the biggest social recluse I know. No joke! I only have three friends and I hardly ever speak to them. I almost never want to leave my house unless it's to go to work or run important errands. It's not because I'm shy. It's just that In have more fun when I spend my free-time when I stay home watching movies, anime, writing and goofing around on social media.

However, I cannot deny that I would love love love to have a boyfriend. However, I know that would require leaving my house and meeting new people.....which is something that I dread. My cousin even try to talk me into going into a bar tomorrow but I fought him tooth and nail until he said I don't have to go. Now, I kind of regret it. I know I hate socializing but I don't want to wake up and realize that I am a 40-year-old virgin and still have not been on a single date.