Does the guy I'm looking for even exist?

I'm 24 years old. Been is a couple of long term and short term relationships all of which were lacking something. I'm starting to doubt the guy I'm looking for even exists. So I'm trying to ask here maybe I'll get a more of an "international" point of view. I think my beliefs and standards are quite different. Here goes:

I want a guy who first of all doesn't watch porn while in a relationship. A smart guy who knows a lot about different topics and is successful in his own field. Educated. Has a sense of humour that can also be phucked up. Into memes, but nothing to do with sexualizing females. A loner and likes to stay at home and read books or play video games. Likes sex and wants it every day with his woman, doesn't think of other women while making love to his girl. Doesn't check out other women because he couldn't care less about them and doesn't even notice them. Loves literature and poetry. Interested in philosophy and the human mind. Patient. Loyal. Honest. Has nice hands.

Impossible to find?