I really would appreciate help guys on this , it is all about my mental health , because i am on the verge of insanity !!?

You are a 20 year old man and not a little boy tied to your mothers apron strings! You are capable of forming your own opinions and making your own decisions, and if this is upsetting to your mother then tough! She will just have to get over it and come to terms with the fact that you are in charge of your own life!
your mother is trying to frighten you to make you stay a muslim! She is saying terrible things about her God to youl , "He will destroy you!" "He will make your life horrible!" How the hell does she know what he will do! No one knows the mind of God least of all your mother!
Its your life and the choices you make are yours - not your mothers!

You want help? Leave home, find yourself a place to live where you're not surrounded by religious fanatics, and make a life for yourself.

Get a job, get your own place. After you've done that, check back with me.

If your spiritual journey takes you beyond the boundary of religion then you should pursue it. You must not even allow your parents to stop you from chasing God. Forgive her and continue along the path which calls to you. All religions are true. They all have the same goal. But most fail to understand this today and would rather look for any means possible to say that their religion is better than another. People today allow their minds to control them instead of taking control of their minds. Because of this, many today have a nack for overlooking their innumerable mistakes and magnifying the minutest mistakes of others. In this way, keep an open mind and keep on your path.

Your mother is right.You must learn and understand the Quran so you will find out that Islam is the true perfect.logic and beautiful religion.You need to hold it in your all daily activities.so your mental illness can be cured

Salam,

The way your mother gave dawah to you is not the proper way a Muslim should call another person to Islam. Allah says to engage those who disbelieve in the best of ways in the Quran (referenced not exact words). If she cursed at you this is also against Islam. I think your mother let her anger get the best of her in this situation.

I would challenge you to come into my comments and explain discuss Islam with me, as to why you don't believe in it and we can talk about the evidences, etc. If you are choosing your beliefs based on what you like or dislike, then this is superficial belief, true belief is when you believe in something, even if it goes against something you like or dislike.

wa salam.

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You're already insane.

Just ignore her. You know it's all tosh and that's what's important.

I don't know about Allah but my God Jehovah created humans with free will to choose who or what to believe in. Because this free will is a gift from God we can't force anyone to worship Jehovah or we would be going against Him. The circumstances you are in makes it hard to displease your mother. Hopefully you will be able to support yourself and your discussion would not affect you or your mom.

Show her this.....

Islam is a very deceptive religion…Escape if you can

Muslims are a captive people in need of being rescued, because they are trapped by Islam.
Islam is oppressive and uses sharia law and deception to control the people by force.
It only benefits the few at the top and the people are trapped or killed if they try to escape.

Here is one Muslim who did escape and became a Christian.

www.nabeelqureshi.com ‘Seeking Allah and finding Jesus’ #1 Best seller.

Contrast: Christianity and Islam

A Christian must “know” God (Jer:9:24; Jn:17:3), “love” God with all his heart (Deut 6:5; Mat:22:37, etc.) and “believe” in Christ in his heart (Acts:8:37; Rom:10:9). The God of the Bible wants man’s trust and affection without coercion.

In contrast, Allah can be neither known nor loved. Nor does one even have to believe to become a Muslim. Under threat of death, one merely recites aloud, “There is no ila (god) but Allah and Muhammad is his prophet.” This “conversion without faith” was established when Abu Sufyan, a Qur’aish leader, upon surrendering Mecca in 630 to Muhammad and his superior army, admitted that he doubted the latter’s prophethood. He was warned, “‘Accept Islam and testify that Muhammad is the apostle of Allah before your neck is cut off by the sword.’ Thus [without believing] he professed the faith of Islam and became a Muslim.”6 This pattern is followed today: confess or die!

By faith there is always hope in Jesus Christ for those who will repent of their evil ways
and believe in Jesus Christ, John 3:16-18, receiving the forgiveness of sins and eternal life.

The fact of the matter: You need God, the Lord Jesus Christ our Lord and Savior only. Your mother is right that God did create you, but you need a savior to save you from your sins, an in the Islam religion there is no one that can save you from your sins, because they think that the law of God can save them, but the only thing, the law of God does is it condemns mankind to eternal death; Read Romans 6:23 read Ephesians 2:8 read Galatians 5:17-23, So read the Bible and pray and maybe the Lord Jesus Christ will save you, by grace. May God richly bless you and save you and watch over you and protect you from Satan, the evil one, take care.