that will have a harmful effect on your human body. you will need your memory to survive and to avoid mistakes in the future. don't block the mistakes. everyone has to make mistakes, you cannot learn anything without making mistakes. for example, there were some ppl who had a terrible hang-up of making mistakes, that's why they never had the chance or the courage practice their English problem, unless drunk. They learn about dukes, factories in class, all are irrelevant English. so my advice is, if you have problems, reach out to friends and family. if you can, and if possible, stop the problems if they continue to bother you. Once you face the problems they will be gone and the torture is over. you are the victor of the game in the human mind. Jesus will help you to overcome the world.