I'm not going to make it. I'm going to die soon. I hate my life?

aww i care. im sorry you know waht? god is testing you to care. to want th ebest for everyones soul love god and love good peopel when its hard. if i cna help send me a mesage facebook camaro codybattery depresion is a disease and u must fight back. ive been thru this knwo many friends who are working thru it with my help. u must see thru this illusion . if i ddint like u or care i wouldnt bother replying . therfore i do care . therfore i want u to reply

look, nobody wants to die because death is the ultimate penalty you lose everything you created since birth after you die. The key to keep moving on is patience and perseverance. remember not to lose hope because the glorious day will come later in your life. stay alive and keep working towards your dreams and hope one day you can accomplish the mountains. Pray, Jesus will help you overcome the world

Thank you for sharing this with us.

Why are you moving to NYC? Anyway, I wish I could give you some advice, but honestly I get your feelings. I just turned 27. I feel I have nothing going for me. People always say, "it will get better. You're still young." Blah blah blah. I could throw some positivity at you. But what's the point? These are things you can tell yourself, because I am sure you have heard the same cliched responses I have. And if you're like me, you probably compare your life to others around you and weigh your success on that. The only thing I know, is that life is short. Once you accept, that, you can try to appreciate each day. I live every day in misery as if I have forever. But I don't have forever. Nobody knows when your last breath will be. You are young. You do still have potential. But you have to direct that potential toward something. You cannot remain complacent. I'm in the process of trying to change my thinking too. Trying to realize my life is diff than others but not unworthy.

First of all I'm 25 and this stage is about learning experience.we pass the immature stage.this is a stage of preparation for a better job,happy relationship.its still way to early for you.if you really depressed change your routine instead of taking the same route everyday.thats boring and depressing.change the things that's making you feel this way.go out more to meet new peopl/love interest.thats how i found my inner piece and this is just the beginning

It is usually not possible to climb out of a deep pit of depression by yourself. With a helping hand, however, you can succeed.

Here's a helpful link:
https://www.jw.org/en/publications/magazines/g201404/go-on-living-why/