I feel like a child at school?

Develop a relationship with God and ask Him to direct your life. Trust me in this world people are always going to try to control you it don't matter if you're a child or and adult. That's just the way this life is. You just have to have the wisdom of God to make it in this world. Pray and He'll give you wisdom but don't just use Him for wisdom. Obey Him because all the wisdom from God isn't worth anything to you if you don't obey. Why do I say this? Well it's really not about this world that we should be worry about so your plans and His plans may be different. When I say obey I mean yes follow His commands but also don't go against what you feel He's calling you to do.

Your desire to be independent and self-sufficient is noble and healthy. However until you are out of school and employed it is perfectly normal to be dependent upon your parents.

Right now you need to work on your self esteem. (1) Do not compare yourself to others. They are not in the same situation as you. (2) Set goals for yourself, including doing well in school, staying fit, and healthy. (3) Make some life goals, like ways you will make the world better, one person at a time. (4) You will always find people who have bigger problems than you. Reach out and lend a hand to people who need help.

U gotta fail to succeed in life. This will pass. It's important for u to feel this way bc you grow from it. U are going to grow up to b an amazing person. I promise.

You're growing up, and that's completely normal. You'll be alright.