During times I have bad mental brake downs, she will be nice and one time she wiped my tears while I was crying.
Jose has recently been acting strange. Earlier this year, he jokingly said I had the face of a rapist which upseted me, he has said that I am the stupidest in the group along with Anna when somebody asked "who is the stupidest" and said that I act like the world revolves around me and that every little thing upsets me, despite the fact I have told him some VERY serious stuff before. He also said I was "sensitive" because I was upset about what Anna was saying. He once hugged me when I was crying.
Ialso feel Jose has gotten rude with me. I asked him what was going to be on an English final and he said "I'm TRYING to study for the math final!" When I got him to send me what was going to be on the English final, he sent the stuff but said, Go piss someone else off! I also punched him twice in the arm since I was angry and I am skinnier, shorter and weaker than him. He punched me twice in the arm even harder and said little *****.he said he does it to show me what a real mans punch is like.
UPDATE #2 Thank you so much to everybody who was nice enough to help me during a difficult time. I have taken everybody's advice and have decided to let my "friends" be. Needless to say, I am much more confident and happier now than I was around them and although I still sometimes struggle with these thoughts, I am beginning to have less of them as time passes and I am finding new ways to cope with struggles. I wish I could award you all best answers. Thank you so much!