Where am I in my relationship with God?

Read 1 John and pray. Even if you don't feel like it

Please do not let the depression of others make you sad and go make a happy life for yourself

IF U HAVE DOUBTS THEN u are not saved....BUT DONT GIVE UP....IF U REPENT AND PRAY AND ARE BAPTIZED, GOD CAN GIVE U HIS SPIRIT...IVE HAD NO DOUBTS ABOUT MY salvation since He saved me in Novem 76!!

Nowhere, since god doesn't exist.

The fact of the matter, if you are a true believer of God, than you will get out of the churches because the church age is over, BABYLON THE GREAT HAS FALLEN, that is all the churches throughout the entire world, because God is separating the wheat from the tares, that is the true good from the evil or the true believers from the unbelievers of God. So read You Bible and pray and maybe God will truly save you. read Revelation 17:5 And upon her forehead was a name written, MYSTERY, BABYLON THE GREAT, THE MOTHER OF HARLOTS AND ABOMINATIONS OF THE EARTH. this verse is talking about the churches. Read Revelation 18:4 And I heard another voice from heaven, saying Come out of her, my people, that ye be not partakers of her sins, and that ye receive not of her plagues. this verse is talking about the true believers coming out of the churches and not being partakers of the churches sins and the you will not receive the plagues that God is going to bring upon the churches. 2 Thessalonians 2:3-4 That ye be not soon shaken in mind, or be troubled, neither by spirit, nor by word, nor by letter as from us, as that the day of Christ is at hand. Let no man deceive you by any means: for that day shall not come, except there come a falling away first, and that man of sin be revealed, the son of perdition; Who opposeth and exalteth himself above all that is called God, or that is worshipped; so that he as God sitteth in the temple of God. This verse is talking about Satan taking he seat in all of the churches and there shall be a falling away of the true believers of God word the Bible only. Read Matthew 24:15-16 When ye therefore shall see the abomination of desolation, spoken of by Daniel the prophet, stand in the holy place, whoso readeth, let him understand: Then let them which be in Judaea flee into the mountains: this verse is talking about Satan the man of sin standing in all of the churches and what ever is a holy place, we are too flee to the mountains and the mountains, is the Bible, the Lord Jesus Christ only. Read 1 Peter 4:17 For the time is come that judgment must begin at the house of God: and if it first begin at us, what shall the end be of them that obey not the gospel of God? this is talking about God judgment on all of the churches because they have not been faithful to God word the Bible only, because they have changed God word into a lie, instead of the truth, God word the Bible is truth, and they have used their confession, creeds, and exalted themselves higher than God, that is why they are under the judgment of God. Amos 8:11 Behold, the days come, saith the Lord God, that I will send a famine in the land, not a famine of bread, nor a thirst for water, but of hearing the words of the Lord: This is why people do not want the Bible as the word of God because God has sent a famine of hearing the word of God a spiritual famine, only if the Lord Jesus Christ has mercy on you and saves you will your eyes and ears be opened to the truth of God word the Bible, and then you will not have a famine of God word the Bible only. Read Galatians 5:17-23 For the flesh lusteth against the Spirit, and the Spirit against the flesh: and these are contrary the one to the other: so that ye cannot do the things that ye would. But if ye be led of the Spirit, ye are not under the law. Now the works of the flesh are manifest, which are these Adultery, fornication, uncleanness, lasciviousness, Idolatry, witchcraft, hatred, variance, emulations, wrath, strife, seditions, heresies, Envyings, murders, drunkenness, revellings, and such things shall not inherit the kingdom of God. But the fruit of the Spirit is Love, joy, peace Longsufffering, gentleness, goodness, faith, Meekness, temperance: against such there is no law. Also a true believer walk after the spirit of God because there is no law, and you can not be condemn to eternal death; but if you are unsaved then you will walk by the law of God and the only thing the law of God does is it condemns mankind to eternal death; as it is written in God word the Bible only Romans 6:23 For the wages of sin is death: but the gift of God is eternal life through Jesus Christ our Lord.

only you can possibly know that

Irrelevant. No god exists

There is no god, no wonder you are confused.

Facing reality would go a long way fixing your perception.