am guy, Share your cross dressing experience? Both guys/gals can share their experience?

I've had urges to crossdress for as long as I can remember. I believe my brain is hardwired such that crossdressing produces an automatic and involuntary release of feel good neurotransmitters (serotonin, oxytocin, dopamine, etc.) which produce sensations of well-being, gratification, pleasure and comfort.

I know many other crossdressers and they are all different. Some are in love with their female alter-ego. Some talk about having a male self, and a female self and when they crossdrerss their personality changes. Others are just normal men wearing a dress. The only common trait among crossdressers is that crossdressing makes them feel good.

Once, i tried to dress as a really pretty girl, i used makeup, cute clothes, stockings, and i even did a frikkin double ponytail, i litteraly almost looked like an anime character. And i went out like that, and some boys told me i look really pretty or cute. But no dress can hide what im.... im an average looking girl, max 4/10. But it feelt nice to crossdress as a pretty girl i guess....

I dressed up as a boy once for Halloween...

I'm a female and I recently was in a relationship with a male who enjoyed cross-dressing in the private of his own home, although it did seem strange to me at first, I didn't really mind it after a while. He enjoyed dressing and doing his makeup like a female but was not transgender. I think that if someone wants to crossdress it's completely fine.

Can we become friends, just frienship