I don't know why but I feel like cutting myself and I find myself thinking about it a lot. I've tried it like once a day now since last Saturday but I haven't actually done any damage to myself, guess I'm kinda too chicken to use a knife because I try to use other items such as broken plastic, worn usb-connectors that have sharp edges, you name it.
I don't know if it's because I'm sad or if I'm just curious or if I just want attention. I've been losing friends recently and I don't hang out with anyone, it's actually been like that since I got to this school but it's gotten gradually worser and I don't feel like making any new friends because I'll just screw it up anyways and they'll end up ignoring me or hating me or both, like they always do.
Anyways, I don't feel like talking to anybody about this, my parents know that I don't have any friends but not about this.
Do you think I need help? Not that I'll look for it, I'm just wondering.