Why do I feel empty inside? It feels like my life is a never ending stair case that only leads to hell.?

You're not being really specific about why this could be, if you feel your life is hell because it's dull and boring maybe try doing something you always wanted to do and see what happens or maybe try finding a hobby to focus your time on so that you're not dwelling in your own personal hell.

BOREDOM or Lack of Adventure or Personal Challenge.
try improving your popularity.

I'm guessing you're a GIRL. If NOT, same applies, just change the sex.

Anything and Everything you want to Change or Improve about yourself will require PRACTICE.
There are many many things school taught you that you (most people)
will NEVER use in real Life. You probably realize this by now.
The solution to your problem/dilemma is simple.
Depending on your personality, it may NOT be EASY, but it’s still Simple.
BUT YOU HAVE TO DO THE WORK!!

BECOMING POPULAR & BUILDING SELF CONFIDENCE
both REQUIRE PRACTICE.
PRACTICE is just a way to LEARN to get better.
(High School / College / New Town / New Job)
Women have the Power of Seduction. You can do what guys do, to Flirt and Hit On someone… with less effort and better results.

Always use Smiles, Humor and Compliments to approach people.
USE SMILES (to make them relax),
USE HUMOR (to make them Smile or Laugh),
USE COMPLIMENTS (to make them feel good about themselves
when they are around you)

What someone else Feels, Thinks or Wants IS NEVER your concern.
If YOU like someone YOUR HEART is what matters.
Your ONLY job/goal is to get by his side, in his company.
Once there, make him Smile, Laugh and Feel good about himself
with Compliments.
Wouldn’t you like being around someone that did that for you??

This is how you win over people. Be Likable and Be Fun.
Make this your personality and people will look for/want to be around you.

All this may sound scary to you,
but aren't you already scared anyway…
And probably sick of being YOU. (the way you are)
CHANGE will Always Be Uncomfortable…
until it becomes the way you do things.

Practice is about FAILING, until You Get Better.
DO NOT be afraid to Practice.
Practice is just taking BABY STEPS, until it becomes Who You Are.

Start by NOT making a big deal out of it. You'll only worry yourself.
SMILE at all the Guys. "ALL" the guys.
This is PRACTICE… Not Let’s find a BF / Husband.
Say "Hi" to as many as possible. Don't pick and choose, because some of them have other friends that you will like and they could do the introductions for you at some point. Just like Sports... PRACTICE being popular. Smile. Say "Hi". Tell them your name, ask them theirs, BUT compliment them on something you like about Them, before you let them say their name.
IT PLAYS OUT LIKE THIS:
You introduce yourself and compliment (the stranger) right away without letting them say their name. In case They were considering rejecting you, They now have a smile on Their face because of the compliment. You just need to keep the Smile there. Then say...
"I'm sorry, what was your name?" while still smiling.

So… Conversations are pretty easy, once you break the ice. If there is a GUY, you would like to MAKE talk to you… Just make this comment out of the blue
"You know what I don't get… Why do people DRIVE on Parkways and PARK in Drive ways??
(pause to let someone engage you)
---OR--- If PRO means to Favor, Support and Move Forward and CON is Deception, Deceiving or Trickery.
Then what is the opposite of PROGRESS??"
(pause to let someone engage you)
(Are you entertaining these thoughts? See how that works?)

He doesn't know that You Like Him OR Tricked Him into
GIVING YOU HIS ATTENTION.

All He sees/knows is that a girl, is smiling and enjoying his company.
Ask simple questions, he can answer.
Like "Is it true that guys who say "WHAT" love me?"
He'll say "What?" You SMILE BIG and say: "So it's true."

Learn to Joke with people.
It shows a sense of humor as they smile in your company.
Example: "I heard the other day that TIME IS MONEY.
Would you like to spend some with me?"
If they ask "Time or Money?" You SMILE and say. "YES."

It's only scary the first 3 or 4 times.
Be NICE and CONVERSATIONAL to ALL the Guys. Even plain guys have feelings and attractive friends, neighbors or cousins.
Be Respectful, you'll be remembered better.
"Sometimes" Date guys that don't interest you, BUT THAT LIKE YOU,
It's the same chance you would like from someone you liked,
that wasn't interested in you.
Also… its A Good Practice TO MEET other types of personalities and BE TREATED BY SOMEONE "TRULY" INTERESTED IN YOU.
They will treat you better/different from those YOU like or want.

IMPROVE YOUR POPULARITY and chances are,
The Guy You Want, Will Find You.

If you don't start PRACTICING this now, you will lose out on many other opportunities (Guys) in the future.
The Players call it "Having Game."

Keep in mind and REMEMBER--Handsome, Beautiful or Butt Ugly has
"NOTHING" to do with PRACTICE and
Because it’s only practice... it doesn't matter if you strike out
over and over again.
PRACTICE is just a way to LEARN to get Better.
Also, if you get rejected 100,000 times.
There is still a BILLION guys you haven't met... YET!!!!!
and Visa Versa. Guys that haven't met You... YET!!!!!

In order to LOSE at ANYTHING... First you HAVE TOO "TRY" to WIN.
If you don't try, you won't be a Winner or a Loser...
which is just another way of saying... YOU'RE NOTHING.

CONFIDENCE is not about Succeeding. It's about NOT BEING AFRAID,
to Step Up, whether you get Accepted or Rejected.

After you get Accepted or Rejected, YOU WILL "Quit"
Torturing yourself with Worry and Curiosity.


Practice is about FAILING, until You Get Better.
DO NOT be afraid to Practice.

Live a little. Do something completely crazy yet something you've always wanted to do. Like when I feel unhappy I just do things I wouldn't normally do like..eat a lot of ice cream or chocolate cake as much as I want. Or just call random numbers and scream/swear at them for no reason. Believe me little things really make you happy.

Because you need JESUS! Only he can fulfill you !! I know that feeling