I'm ready to give up on life?

I'm 18 male. I have an illness/disease called mitochondrial disease. It is hell. 24/7 fatigue,dizziness,migraine,pressure in head,brain fog,eyes both sensitive to light(increases migraine and also things look too dark or light ...basically fake like a video game kind of or a dream...all 24/7),Reynaud's,bad knee,bad joints,sleep apnea,depression,anxiety,sensitivity to touch issues (I have to go pee often especially at night like every 10 min but barely "go"...and I can t handle how clothes feel against me especially at night. It worsens sleep apnea),and more...probably lost more,24/7...including my newest and bbbbaaaadddddd issue,pneumothorax/partial lung collapse. First happened this August. Was in children's for 3 days and had chest tube to drain out air collapsing lung. (I missed work and lost lots of money and im pissed today about that) From that time my chest never went back to "normal". All of by body always feels "off" like pressure and achiness all from mitochondrial disease,but since then my chest always hurts on my right side around lung. Well,2 weeks ago it happened again!!! I had the chest tube,but also surgery. They chopped the top part of my lung off,then stapled it shut. Then attached it to back of chest wall by irritating it. My left lung has blebs(pockets of air) if those collapse ill have my second lung go bad. That time I was hospitalized for about 5 days. I'm screwed and lost work money. Also almost crashed last month practicing driving due to brain fog.