Negative emotions have gotten to me again. That's what depression has brought me to? What do I do now?

2016-11-12 8:21 am
My mood has turned sour very fast this morning. And once again I'm overthinking, I'm slightly anxious, and above all, I'm depressed. I have to be honest, I'm a little tired of living right now. This week the only impression I've gotten is that my life is not really about anything. And I know better than to talk to my parents about this because yesterday my mother just kinda shot me down and I decided not to go out of my way to talk to her for the rest of the day. And my father doesn't really help with things like this. My parents are not very nice.

I might have to kill myself sometime in the near future. Every emotion I have is crap. I think of my previous thoughts from this year, they're crap. I try to think of my activities, but they also just feel like crap now. I can't help sometimes but feel like the depression is my fault. Sometimes I wanna hit myself. Sometimes I actually self-harm a bit. I don't really feel much these days. All I feel a lot of the time is confusion, frustration, and boredom. Depending on how my future days go, you might not hear from me for much longer. The last message I send, I'm sorry to say, might actually be a suicide note. It really feels like I've messed up this morning and once again, my self-esteem is suffering because of it. I hardly care about anything anymore. All I can think about is the crap that has been in my past, including the crap that comes from my parents.
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My mother is a ***** who brings me down all the time, but my father is also a bit of an ******** behind closed doors. This chapter of my life kinda sucks. Especially this year of my life in this chapter. Last month it started to get really weird, and this week has been complete ****. I started those polls in some of my previous questions this week because I was tired of the **** that goes on around here. The people around here can let you down, I get underwhelmed. And overwhelmed by misery.

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2016-11-12 8:25 am
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you should go get real help
2016-11-12 8:29 am
Look its hard for everyone at times ok? That doesn't make ur problems any less unique but im saying just think about it. Ur life is unique and UR unique. Just get out there and use ur life to do what U want to do.
If nothing interests u then think about all the ppl in the world that need u. Like third world ppl or else go into ur city help those poor homeless etc.
U might disagree with me but the fact is this world needs u. There r ppl a lot less fortunate than u . And ur reward will be that sense of achievement. U only feel this way because ur idle. Trust me. Try my advice then see results for urself!

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