Give me one reason I should kill myself?

Hello again. You're evidently dealing with various health issues, but please know that you're *not* alone. There are many people who live with health challenges. Perhaps you can get involved in the awareness of mitochondrial disease (that was mentioned in another question), for instance, and you can feel more empowered that way, too.

With regard to the inability to work more than 20 hours a week, you may qualify for SSI (supplemental security income) for those deemed to be "disabled" by social security administration. (I'm not sure that you'd have enough work credits for social security disability, but I believe that SSI is based on both disability and financial need.)

You may want to speak with a social security lawyer. Some may offer a free *initial* consultation. (The individual applying for disability and/or SSI may get denied the first couple of times before getting a date scheduled with an administrative law judge.) Most social security lawyers only get paid if the client (such as yourself) is approved for disability, and the client would get a percentage of the "back pay" from social security administration. Please, however, read the "fine print" before signing any documents or contracts.

The United Mitochondrial Disease Foundation has more general info re: (regarding) some treatments & therapies:

http://www.umdf.org/site/pp.aspx?c=8qKOJ0MvF7LUG&b=7934635

Here is a suicide prevention helpline that is toll-free and available 24/7:

1-800-273-TALK (8255).

Pertaining to the dizziness, perhaps an ear, nose & throat (ENT) specialist can help rule out inner ear (vestibular) disorder. Also, chronic dry eye may be helped with certain types of eye drops, which may include prescription strength. Please talk with your ophthalmologist about it.

The Mito Action website apparently offers weekly teleconferences and support groups.

Here is their website: http://www.mitoaction.org/support

Pertaining to donating one's organs, a "living will" (otherwise known as an type of "advance directive") can be completed as to his or her wishes for if or when he/she can't answer for him/herself, namely "end of life" wishes, such as if he/she is in a permanent state of unconsciousness. That can include whether he/she would like to donate his/her organs. (You're smart to think about how harming oneself or ending one's life can severely affect one's organs as there are no guarantees that organs will be preserved after causing harm to oneself or ending one's life.)

This website has more general info re: the kinds of advance directives, including a "living will":

http://familydoctor.org/familydoctor/en/healthcare-management/end-of-life-issues/advance-directives-and-do-not-resuscitate-orders.html

its illegal to answer your query, get help for yourself, you are worth it....there are people who are severely disabled yet still strive to live a life, you do the same.

Keto diet will take care of that.

I pray! May you live long. In future strive for universal peace, universal happiness, universal welfare and universal prosperity. I don't expect more from you.

There is no answer with me for such question. Otherwise I keep my answers always in fingertips.