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i dont think im possessed. because i do think i had the holy ghost. however, there was a time when i left the faith, and i have been oppressed by a rage demon and liar demon, literally haunting my dreams. and i was a drunk for 6 years. so i dont know, mind control is not demon possession, and i was drugged and raped as a child, as a teenager and was ritually abused, i think at age 13, and drugged and raped at age 17. i didnt even know these things till i was 35, and even still i dont know what is actually happening. i ve had dreams where ive kissed men but think im kissing a woman. it changed in mid action. ive seen horendous graphic things, that im still pondering. but i had the voice of the lord come to me in two different times and more things than this. i was told my transgressions were cleansed, and i think i was told i was forgiven too. so i have NO Sins that i am guilty of anymore, ecept maybe i have to stop drinking and cussing when i get angry. and again, i dont think im possessed by a demon For sure, and i am sure the only times ive been not in control of my life is when i sleep, or passed out by drinking too much beer. realisitically, i admit i am scared of all the possibilities. consider however the idea of John Doe the movie and vigilante justice. or a Movie called Ricchet w/ Denzzel washington but check out Genesis 19: 39 JST where what the daughters of lott did is called wickedness. i think im more like Lott in real life. and it began at age 4, i was ordained a priest and an elder by the age of 19, and i thought i had overcome all the greatest evils. i totally think mind control has many versions, and dont confuse MPD with possession as Father Malachi Martin once taught Art bell on Coast to coast. all around me there are evil people. and there are no less than 12 reasons, people want to harm me. i think they want to kill me, and poisons that might be causing organ failure or strokes or which i have had 4 major strokes in the last few years and i have symptoms of a heart attack. maybe because i know too much, or because i fell into the wrong kind of people. idk.
if left to myself, i am a threat to noone except boubts of anger and rage. mostly due to energy drinks, i think.