Do you think I came as crazy & stalkerish in his eyes?

i had a crush on my manager & genuinely thought he felt the same because we got along really well he'd randomly share stories about himself & would always remain eye contact even though some of our convos were short I felt very comfortable talking to him. one day we were talking and he randomly touched my wrist. after awhile he kind of stopped & I had to text him to see if he could get someone to cover for me & after that day I noticed he was kind of avoiding me but wasn't sure why. Maybe cause he was leaving., I decided to leave him a short cute note saying it was nice meeting him & that I wish I had gotten to know him more & hope he texts me sometimes and then put P. S I leave notes for people I like. then a few days later I had to call him to clear something up & he randomly told me he was moving half way across the country.. and I didn't ask why cause i got nervous about changing the subject so I decided to ask him like a day later and he never got back to me.. and then a few weeks later I decided to be straightforward & honest and asked him if we could talk more, get to know each other & he told me he wasn't interested in creating any long distance relationships because he thought they were tedious & a lot of work & I tried to get him to at least try it & he got mad told me to respect his boundaries & not to text him again but I did anyways after while I felt bad & apologized..maybe hates me or i was too much 😩😩😩