WhyDoes God really hate me?

He doesn't.

I would say that a good 25% of us dudes have gone through the same thing, including yours truly. Don't give up on Christianity, that's the greatest thing you got going for yourself right now. Your are planting seeds for a wonderful life with Christianity.

Now about the other things. Dad walked out. Dad is a bad man, but forgive him for your sake. Don't waste your time feeling bad over what another grown man has done. Made my life so much harder, but in the end I did NOT want to be like him, which made me act better. In high school, it "seemed" like no girl was interested in me. Actually some were, but I was too busy going after the ones that I should not have. Looking back they were not worth it. Then magic when I turned 18 and started going to college. All of a sudden I was a worthy catch because the girls turned to women who were looking for someone doing something with their life. I married a beautiful woman, especially beautiful on the inside, and have a wonderful family.

All it takes is walking the right path and being patient. I have to say God hooked me up in the end.

Gods don't exist. All gods were invented by people, for human purposes, like gaining wealth and power. Non-existent things are incapable of hate. So you are not hated by any god. You should learn about secular humanism.

since Christianity isnt doing well for your happiness..you should give up the beliefs. You dont always need a religion its your choice.(personally i do believe in god but do not have a religion to follow. i feel like we all made the choices to go through the things we go through on earth) You should have some type of spiritual connection with yourself though. dont worry bout anyone but yourself.your top priority should be yourself.and if yourself isnt happy.you have to find that happiness FOR the love of yourself. wish i could hug youu. at the end of the day you're the only person WITH yourself so make yourself happy. youd be soooooooo much happier if you found that love for yourself no one could beat that love.promise you .

Jewhova god hates everything good and beautiful, he only loves his kind the jews.

Medication and therapy, kid.

God only stopped listening to you because of your ignorance of so many lives, rest things are happening only due to your own deeds.

these are the questions, why you are following your religion blindly?

did you check yourself in your holy book that your religion is recomended or not?

what is the truth path of getting salvation ?

in which holy book it is written enjoy your life and become ignorant ?

what do you mean by attaining God?

Bro truth is, it is habit of spirits to take steps in their bad time and in good time they ignore the truth. If you know nothing then instead of adapting your own mistakes why are blaming to GOD ?

You ask a god to do for you that which you are not willing to do for yourself and then blame others for your situation. Think about it!

Bummer. Work on the anxiety first. The other stuff put on hold. Depression might be related to anxiety, though. Good meds are there for anxiety. Therapy is very helpful, too.