I've been at University for a year now, had an incredible first year, met so many nice people and made amazing friends and had so many fun experiences.
For a long time though throughout most of the year we all did a lot of drugs. A LOT.
By the end of the year the drugs were really starting to mess with my head and turning me slightly crazy.
One night I managed to destroy every friendship with each of my 6 flatmates.
Anyone who does drugs knows that not sleeping for a few days, drinking and taking a drug will make you go a bit weird.
I ended up going blackout, saying some horrible awful things to my nicest and kindest flatmate. Some really awful things, which I have no idea why I said them.
It ended up making every single one of them despise me.
I was forced to stay home from uni for a while because of another reason so I was never able to say sorry to anyone apart from the person I said it to. The problem is I'm due to move in with these people this September and I'm so scared. I'm quite an awkward person and don't really know what to do.
Should I mention what happened last year? or not?
I've tried apologizing but 4 of them have blocked me on Facebook
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We are definitely all moving in together
