I listen to music and read and write whenI want to cut, but I need more options. The only reason I'm doing this is for my best friend. He begged me to stop and I promised to try and I don't want to let him down again.
(Please don't tell me that god loves me- I don't believe in god- or lecture me or suggest therapy, which isn't an option.) My best friend is the only reason I'm even trying.
Thanks in advance!
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Stranny- thank you so much. I cut because it's like a release. Switching one pain for another. I don't really know how to deal with my feelings so I just push them down. I feel like I deserve the pain. I'm ugly and worthless and I wish I hadn't been born. I want to cut but I keep picturing my best friend's face. I know it hurts him and I don't want to hurt him.