is this weird?

no it's not weird I think your just trying to find who you are and there is nothing wrong with it. I am "goth" and it's what I am, I feel like I'm me when I wear my clothes and put in the effort every morning, if you don't feel YOU when you dress a certain way then it's not you, keep looking..

Good luck

Goth and hippie aren't personalities, so no, I don't really know what you mean.

Do you mean your mood? Your personality most likely won't change, unless you have some kind of disorder. It's just that there is no set "Goth personality" because all Goths and hippies are still different.

u wanna live alone -----------> so u create those problems