now i am a 20 year old male i am always positive that is a good thing about me , but these days i am facing a problem with my self i mean i think about women a lot because i never got laid in my life that is a reason but wt is troubling me that when i was a Muslim i used to look at an arranged marriage as the way to live life say wt ever u want to say about me but now i am an atheist i see life more differently i am happy that i no longer need to see the world from an Islamic view point , but now i really see that everything about my future is mysterious from marriage to my purpose in life
so wt should i do ??
don't tell me to find a god i am sick of them all combined !!