Okay, it's not really like insomnia. I CAN sleep if I allow myself, but I keep choosing not to.
I do have mental issues such as the following -
Hearing voices
Hallucinating
Anxiety
Depression
Self Harm
3 Personalities
Reckless Behaviour (drinking, inhaling solvents, bruising and hitting myself)
So I don't know if they have anything to do with it (I'm getting a diagnosis soon but I haven't got one yet).
A month ago I took an overdose of ibuprofen and I was in hospital.The hospital I was sent to first was so busy I didn't get a bed so I didn't sleep AT ALL. Then I was referred to a different hospital where they had beds, and even then I didn't let myself sleep until about 12AM the following night. I stayed in all weekend.
Ever since then I just haven't wanted to sleep anymore. Not at first, but recently I've sort of.. stopped bothering.
I'll stay up all night on my computer/phone etc then at 5AM I will get ready for school and go.
I'd really like to know why I'm doing this.