No. that will not maker her love you or be with you. Instead, it'll make her guilty and creeped out. The only thing you can do is move on and find a hobby that will distract you.
Don't let yourself down so much.
You are better than that.
the only one you are hurting is yourself.
And you know, the world just doesn't care.
If she loves you she will take you for face value.
If not, she is not worth one stitch.