Help, idk if I'm still a virgin!?

The term virgin is a religious term and not a medical one. There are many definitions of virgin. One of them is never having had sex with a member of the opposite sex. Another is someone who has never acted sexually (regardless if it was with a person or object) so it depends on your belief system. If you live in a very strict society where you face disgrace on your wedding night if you don't bleed, I would say you might not be a virgin in that society.

In Western culture, a "virgin" is a woman who has never had any type of sexual experience with a member of the opposite sex, or one who has never been penetrated by a male. A thin pen doesn't count. Also, a thin pen would be very unlikely to break your hymen. A pen is not big enough in circumference to do so.

Virginity is not a real medical thing. It is a socially made up term to signify the first time a male or female has sex whereby a penis is inserted into a vagina.

So, yes, you are still a virgin.

You most likely tore your hymend. Pens aren't good to stick up there, no object is good to stick up there. I would get check by your gyno just to make sure it's all good down there

how old are you?