Now I'm just filled with rage at my mother - for spending all her $$ on my sister on what she wants, while forgetting that I also go to school. And I made it very clear that she never thought of what should've been coming first ever since she and my father divorced when I was 6. I also made it clear that I will not be helping her, since she could never help ME - a son, who's more closer to getting a degree than my high school younger sister and appealing to HER party needs VERSUS my school needs **AND** what she needed to pay off FIRST. I'm only able to attend a CC, but now I CAN'T because now we have nowhere left to go. The only $$ I'm able to make is from my independent freelance tutoring. Now I have nowhere else to go....
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*pulled out of our apartment home *I didn't forgive her tonight I was angry while typing all this