What r the reason a person runs away or lve their hometown and lve a new life from a different state?

One of my perspective are

-new life, new beginning, new chapter, try ti erase all the bad memories like failures.
Because this are one of my reason why I want togo someplace where no one knows me. No places that I have to pass by everytime I go somewhere to rreminisce all of the bad incidents that had happen. People that doesn't understand me. All I hve in me right now is a heart of steel tht I should always carry with me for my journey to the new world because I know I can't feel sorry for a person and understand them instead I should understand and feel sorry for myself first. I hve to put myseld high in order to help them high. Everytime I try tostand up when I fell, sosomeone is always there to slam a hammer on my head to go back from the ground. I am tired, I don't know where to begin.
People are laughing at me, but I don't see from which angle should I laugh at because I clearly took a closer look and I understand it completely. They don't. They just laugh at me and they try to put a gap because they think I'm crazy. My family, they hve given me a gullible advice that which I also committed. I just wanna go. I'm getting old, I can only rely to God.

-I am a transgender.