I can't believe it, she doesn't want me to bottle up my feelings but when I tell her she yells at me and says "its not a big deal". I don't understand how horrible of a mother she is, its like mother nature herself just gave up or some junk.
She cares about my two other sisters and really is ALWAYS THERE FOR THEM. JUST NOT ME. It's like I was born to be ignored. It really does not feel nice. I know I have other sources to vent, like childline but I want someone I trust and DEFINUTELY NOT some " confidential" therapist or school nurse.... I find it hard go trust people, and my sister I semi trust is so lazy... I just want to run away into a loving family.
My friends are lovely but I find it awkward to tell them since they're fairly new. I feel like I'll burst any second. What am I meant to do in this scenario?