anybody want to take turns insulting me.?

because of my sad life. life is pointless anyways. i have felt this way since 2 years ago. i usually take a lot of offense to small things like loner and it usually makes me sad. i dont have the audacity to commit suicide anyways im just like they said. a pussy. maybe now i will do it. things have been really sad in my life recently. not that you care. its not like i have a future. i wont believe you if you say so. so why not. yolo. there is too many people on this earth anyway. im a very pathetic human who is antisocial and still a child even though i am 18. i am failing high school so no. i have no future. i have no friends. nobody wants to talk to me because of my stupid awkwardness and plain stupidity with talking about my sullen outlook on life. i am not skilled at anything. i hide away in engineering classes where i wont be embarrased. go ahead report my question. yeah. i wont do it. its another thing i cant do yet. i am really skinny and am on my computer all day. i never go outside but for school and to walk home. i dont like talking to people. i am that ******* innocent child who is excluded from other groups of people and often forgotten about. doesnt help that i have social anxiety. i am antisocial. maybe ill just join the army and make my life mean something but then i will regret that. im everyone i know would be quite dissapointed that i am such a loser except for my loser friends cause i cant talk to anybody. you win. i am vulnerabe take your shots. please. i