What should I do? I'm SUICIDAL!?

Just push yourself to be yourself when meeting new people and talking to new people. You have to push yourself to be open or else it won't happen. I know it's hard I am like this too but it's really good to be vulnerable and an open book towards people. You just kinda have to do it there is no way around it or any tips. Just know that if people don't like you for who you are then it's a good thing that you won't have to be surrounded by them. Surround yourself with people that make you happy and you feel you can be totally yourself with and everything else will fall into place.

I AM PROBABLY TOO LATE BUT ILL STILL TRY, DO NOT LEAVE THERE ARE PEOPLE OUT THERE WHO LOVE YOU YOU MIGHT NOT KNOW BUT IT WILL BE OKAY DO NOT END YOUR LIFE YOU WERE GIVEN THIS LIFE FOR A PURPOSE DO NOT DO IT I DON'T EVEN KNOW YOU BUT I WANT TO HELP YOU DO NOT END YOUR LIFE BECAUSE SOMEBODY OR SOME PEOPLE DON'T LIKE YOU OR ARE BULLYING YOU, IF THEY'RE BULLYING YOU GO TELL SOMEONE I WAS BULLIED IN 5TH GRADE AND I WANTED IT TO STOP AND SOMETIMES I EVEN CONSIDERED ENDING MY LIFE BUT I TALKED TO SOMEBODY AND THEY HELPED ME AND THEY GAVE ME A REASON TO LIVE, WE ALL HAVE A PURPOSE IN THIS WORLD. THIS ISN'T ONLY FOR YOU BUT TOWARDS ALL OF US. FOR THOSE WHO ARE BULLIES TO THOSE WHO ARE VICTIMS OF BULLYING OR ANYTHING THAT MAKES YOU WANT TO END YOUR LIFE. DO NOT DO IT. THINK ABOUT THIS WHO ARE THE PEOPLE WHO YOUR CLOSEST WITH WHO YOU KNOW YOU CAN TRUST? TALK TO THOSE PEOPLE, I HATE SEEN ON THE NEWS THAT SOMEONE HAD COMMITTED SUICIDE BECAUSE OF A TRAGEDY IN THEIR LIFE. I HATE IT AND WE ALL CAN DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT. STOP TRYING TO KILL YOURSELF IT'S NOT WORTH IT! I'M TELLING YOU FROM EXPERIENCE I'VE HAD A 5TH GRADE FRIEND WHO TRIED TO SHOOT HERSELF AND A 7TH GRADE FRIEND WHO CUT HERSELF. STOP I'M TELLING YOU THAT YOU ARE MORE IMPORTANT THAN ANY JEWEL IN THIS WORLD YOU ARE MORE IMPORTANT THAN ALL OF THOSE WORDS THAT THEY CALL YOU ALL THE PUNCHES THEY THROW AT YOU ALL THE PAIN THEY CAUSE YOU, YOU ARE GOD'S CREATION AND HE PUT YOU ON THIS EARTH FOR A REASON, IF YOU END YOUR LIFE YU WILL NEVER KNOW WHAT THE REASON IS. IF YOU KILL YOURSELF IT'S A SIGN OF WEAKNESS DO NOT LET THE ENEMY GET TO YOU. I DON'T KNOW YOU BUT I LOVE YOU, I LOVE EVERYONE IN THIS WORLD. AND I AM TELLING YOU ITS NOT WORTH IT. PASS THIS ON TO VICTIMS AND TO BULLIES AND SHOW THEM THE TRUE MEANING OF THEIR WORTH.

Please tell me something about your present mental health, physical fitness and age. Here Mental health is only given highest predominance, emphasis and importance and all other issues, topics or subjects are secondary. Still I am trying to find out the ways and means to help you out of this critical situation. Please wait. Have patience. I will also consult my mentor about it and revert back soon.