I feel like i'm not good enough for a relationship with a boy. Everybody is so much more confident and have stronger personalities. I'm a bit shy and an introvert and i think i'm a bit weird and odd although i am popular with people i feel like am not as good as them and i'm inferior in every way like, looks, personality, not talented or cleaver enough, and that i'm not good enough for a boyfriend. I think i am a very nice person and i am told i am a beautiful girl by some people but i feel if somebody got to know me they might not like me or think i'm enough or pity me for not being outgoing. I sometimes feel as if i don't deserve a nice boy because there is so much better out there than me. Do you think somebody will love me?? do you think i will get a boyfriend?? I'm a 19 year old girl and i've never even hugged a boy, i feel as if i'm an unlovable person, no boy has ever been interested in me.
I really want a close deep intimate love relationship but i don't think i could ever have that. I really afraid no one will ever like me or love me.