佢係咪鐘意我

我有男友亦係第一個，最近上網識咗個男仔，暪住男友上佢屋企見面，飲咗D酒可能有少醉high high哋俾佢不停又摸又錫又話愛我就半推半就做咗兩次射喺入面，我仲俾佢影相留念。第二次上佢屋企佢仲有兩個男仔FD，一齊飲又搞到high high哋，佢哋話學4仔玩4p，話想試下2男同時X我下面再加一男同我肛交，我唔知點解應承咗仲做咗好多次好似成3至4粒鐘全部都係入面射，我仲主動叫佢哋影相！事後後悔唔知當時做咩high到玩4p内射。個男仔話愛我做咩將我同人分享？而且佢地做得好粗魯搞到胸瘀腫同埋牙同指甲血印，做果時仲講侮辱說話好似賤貨，鷄咁但唔知點解當時覺得好受落。男友同我做好温柔有用套但係悶。
個男的又揾我話今次係女仔FD，我要唔要去？要唔要飛咗男友同佢一齊？好煩！我想一對一但係我怕自己忍唔住玩多p，個男仔話我要容許佢出面放縱先一齊。我係咪太淫？