I want to be happy now. what can I do? need advice?

Happiness is self-sustained and self-sufficient. Being happy makes you happy. It is just a choice. Make it.

Right now? Well RIGHT NOW go and do something which makes you happy. Temporarily happiness such as exercise which releases toxins in your body to make you feel refreshed and happy. But self happiness, pin point what makes you unhappy and change it no matter how uncomfortable it may make you feel at first. Happiness is found so keep searching.

Like yourself. Only you can make yourself happy, make yourself someone you like. Do things that make you feel better about yourself, like helping others. That is one sure way to be proud to be you.