i don't know what to do?

You are valuable to life..you are part of this life..everything Josh has its meaning..you have meaning,a path to walk . to complete. Never throw that away,no matter what this world tosses your way..ever..We all feel this way at times,you reached out because you want to know you mean something,and you do. .God loves you,all of the heavens love you,never forget that..look around you when it gets dark..seek you will find..you are stronger then you know. <3*

You should be more positive and do not think even a second about ending your life！You have courage to die，why don't you have courage to live？

Hi Josh,

I'm sorry to hear that you feel that way. Unfortunately, there is very little that I can do to help over the internet. You sound like you are suffering from Depression, and you should try to get professional help. They really make you feel much, much better. I know because I've had this problem before.

Talk to your friends or family, they can help you find a solution or take you to a counsellor.

All the Best. I'm sure things will get better, just wait it out.

Hugs
Email me if you ever want to talk or vent or just an ear to listen to you

In my opinion you seriously need a hobby.

Honestly it sounds like you're not even living anyways. you have no choice except to start living!

yeah, *sigh* i know watcha mean. let's send eachother good vibes via mental telepathy.

*hug*

My child, overcome the pain, find the light.