將這段中文翻譯成英文謝謝20點

I've just come to realise that, the more I experienced, the farther away I'm from my initial goal.
So I begin to think if I should start all over again.
There're always only criticisms and rebukes.
Even though I've tried my best,
I would eventually end up in criticisms that I'm totally worthless - I just don't know why.
I feel really desperate and powerless.
What the hell have I done wrong actually?

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As along the way, I found myself gettinglost track of dreams & passion I once had, and that hit me and made mewonder if I should start it over again. I’d worked my butt off to be top notch butonly to be bitten my head off for whatever reason I do not have a clue of. I’dbeen treated like dirt and felt beaten and wounded and down and out. What’sworse, I ain’t know a bit where I went wrong.

接觸的越多就發現初衷越來越遠
The more I dug into it, the further away I found myself from what I originally set out to do (achieve).
我開始思考是否該重新開始
Then, I started contemplating for a restart.
永遠只有批評和指責 那種盡心盡力想做到最好 卻摸不著頭緒的被批評的一文不值感覺有多沮喪,無力
With endless criticisms and rebukes following my industrious devotion, my feeling of worthless and frustration has made me depressed and powerless.
我到底做錯了什麼
What should I have done wrong?


2014-05-28 23:40:56 補充：
> my feeling of worthless and frustration

should have been:

my feeling of worthlessness and frustration

sorry for the typo...

2014-05-29 13:51:50 補充：
別聽他亂亂說. 七瀨遙"大獅" 把experience (vt)用錯了啦!

七瀨遙大獅, 翻譯精湛!

If we make contact with discovery mind shrinks awayI began to wonder whether I should start againAlways criticize and censureThat kind of dedication to do the bestBut touch no idea was criticized by the worthlessHow depressing it feels unable toWhat did I do anything wrong