其實我地有冇可能?我應唔應該放手?

我而家F4,我同一個男仔F2同過班,個陣時佢成日拍我個頭(其實佢對其他女仔都係咁),而且當時有陣時都會係FB同我傾計,多數都係佢聊先,日子耐左,我就唔經唔覺鍾意左佢

佢係一個男神,sports爆勁,我識好多fd都鍾意佢,係f3個陣,我地唔同班,更加有個鍾意佢既女仔同佢好fd,佢地有時同成班fd一齊影相,冇見過佢地2個合照,好多人都抽佢地水,但男神往往一笑罝之,亦有好多人話佢地2個冇野,只有女既鍾意佢

從來冇人知道男神鍾意邊個,對邊個有興趣,我真係好想知,知道左起碼可以祝福佢,比個理由我放低

到左F4,我地會同班3年,我地係偶然既機會一齊坐,我地都算有好多話題,有時我會借機抽下佢同個女仔水,佢會笑,但有次無啦啦好燥話:唔好抽得唔得ar,都冇野,我都唔知點解你地成日係度抽,我就扮野咁話:之前有野ma 佢就話:冇呀,我呆左,點解會變左既...跟住我就同佢講:唔抽唔抽,唔好咁><

我F3暑假個陣試過用人地部電話用wtsapp錄音講我鍾意佢,跟住F4開學冇幾耐佢個best fd冇啦啦叫我_嫂lol(即係佢認到我把聲lol),跟住我就話係挽true or dare-___-然後件事就冇左下文

直到而家一起坐,佢冇啦啦同我提起錄音件事,又話會sd出去,我好驚好緊張><,萬一比佢知我鍾意佢我gg 佢有次挽我筆袋,我話佢低b,佢就話:你再話我低b我就sd出去,我就即刻話佢高能,大家一齊笑左,佢有次問我點解會咁緊張,我就話緊張咪緊張lor><(唔通講咁白咩...)有次佢就話:你冇機會架啦,我就好自我保護話:鬼要呢d機會咩?你好有魅力咩?
佢就話我好認真,話佢一直挽


其實未一起坐之前,佢有時會因為有同學坐左佢個位就坐我隔離,有次佢係自己位pa低唔舒服,跟住又冇啦啦走過黎坐,又話佢好凍,比隻手我,有次佢教我數,有fd就話佢收兵(其實未證實)
有日我就搵佢問佢平時有冇收兵,佢就話冇仲話收兵黎做咩,仲問我做唔做佢隻兵,我話唔做(因為我只係想做佢____)

我地而家係WTSAPP好少傾計,我今次都係開同END個個T_T