Can you share your love story?

So we had a discussion exam together and we're from different schools. Before the exam started I gave her a thumb-up with smile to encourage her and she smiled back happily. After the exam I was busy helping a guy pick his pens dropped on the ground and couldn't talk to her in time. It was such a disappointment but then I met her on my way back home though she was talking on the phone. She waved to me and gave me a smile and I did the same but I thought it was inappropriate to talk to her while she was talking on phone. Then we couldn't see each other anymore. She was the most beautiful girl I've ever seen. We had quite some decent eye contacts and when I looked closely, her face angelicly lovely her smile wonderfully charming. It is such a pity that I probably will never see her again though chances are we may meet in the coming exams. I wished I had walked quicker to catch her up and got her number.

This is my story. Two previous marriages, two divorces. Married them both for the wrong reasons. Divorced for the right reasons. Was going through the motions but still missing something. Started going back to church. My son was 5 at the time so of course I would drop him off at the Sunday School class. He made friends with this girl. They became really good friends. I met her mom and thought nothing of it. That was three years ago. I began dating this other girl for about 9 months and she would accompany me to church. Didn't see much of the girls mom during that time. In hind sight I know why. So we split and next thing I know there she is again. Then after a while she would be in the Sunday School classroom before I arrived. I found that kind of odd because why would any body get there earlier than the 20 minutes before class that I show up. So of course we would talk and walk together. Me being a guy, we are definitely dense in this stuff. Finally one day she asked if I wanted to

Used to hang out in a fav park of mine. Whenever I'd be upset I wud go there and just sit and listen to songs. Then one day I saw her. Beautiful as she was bt broken inside. I dnt knw wat overcame me bt I actually went up to her and said "chilly day huh? too cold to have tears in ur eyes" and them I offered her a chocolate I had with me. She refused so I sat beside her.

I just continued to listen to my songs then she said "it hurts.." I took off my headphones nd said "I'm listening" then she told me about her breakup with her bf and all. Fr a while I didn't say anything. Them I asked about her and I was kinda checking her out lol. She introduced herself and I had to go so I excused myself and told her "unlucky the guy who lost a special girl like you" She just smiled and I went away.

I never hoped to meet her again bt when I went to the park few days later, there she was with headphones in her ears and a smile on her face. Really didn't expect tht lol. Then we went on to become best friends and ultimately we ended up together..
It was beautiful. The dates, the talks, late night t texts, my first love.

Bt I dnt know what happened, she started getting depressed again. Nothing consoled her. Then I found out the effing truth. She double dated me with her ex fr 3 months and the breakup with her ex was the reason fr her depression. I left her too.

Then my best friend of 7 years helped me with the breakup. And lol she was always my first crush. Then we spent more time together and were there fr each other. We talked, we laughed, we fought, we cussed we crossed all limits lol.

There was this time when I was really angry wid her and we shouted at each other in the middle of the road and even nearby ppl stopped to see wht was gng on. Then I said im gng and she said fine dnt come to me. I was like fine and then I started to walk away. After a few steps, she shouted loudly "I'm sorry.!! plz wait.!" Lol even the ppl started laughing xD

I'm madly in love with her nw and we really coze up comfortably. We hangout in her room, we love talking to each other, we share everything, we even watch porn together lol, we almost kissed, seen her in every type of dresses, and even her family thinks we're committed bt we're nt.

I'm just scared to love again, I haven't confessed her.. we even made up nicknames fr each other... bt I dnt know.. I just dnt think im perfect fr her.. cuz she iz really perfect, sexy body, beautiful eyes, awesome personality, the sexy curves and damn I love her smile..
and im just an amateur looking guy.. I just dnt know wat to do.. I dnt deserve her.. im just afraid of loosing her..

I dont really have a love story, as I am currently not in a relationship. I want to have a love story with my best friend but he IS currently in a relationship. It's very sad for me :(