so apparently im on the path of recovery and everything is quite good
im eating more and more everyday
i eat quite lot of carbs because i dont like snacks(i.e. chocolates...crisps..)
and i eat a relatively big amount every meal but
my stomach aches these days after meals...
i dont know if its because im eating too fast..? (not exactly binge but very similar...i eat quite fast, i feel like my body wants more more more and i cant stop myself from sucking my mouth with food! is this actually normal btw?)
i feel like i didnt chew and bite much, and my stomach will feel like its stretched and painful...
also, idk why i always feel guilty about not chewing enough before i swallow... i guess this is an excuse from ana..? im really lost !
so the question is should i control my meals? or should i continue like this? im really happy of eating like this...but my body feelings(i.e. stomachache) seem like trying to restrict me from that... is that ANA?