I'm 27 and this has been on my mind for ages now.
I wanted to be an illustrator as my chosen career since I was a child. I graduated uni with an illustration degree and I've not been able to get work in that field for 4 years, and as time has passed, I've realised that despite being told I've got talent and skill, that these have all been lies and that I'm fairly mediocre. Proof here:
http://imageshack.com/a/img34/1645/jf6h.jpg
http://imageshack.com/a/img826/2339/x1l7.jpg
http://imageshack.com/a/img36/3721/zq0z.jpg
I became more and more aware of this over the past 4 years, and my output has dwindled significantly. What takes other artists a couple of hours could take me a day or more. I'm never satisfied with my work, and drawing feels more like a chore than a passion. I've become frustrated and hateful of my own work and my inability to produce it quickly and to of a high standard. I WANT to draw and to be able to do it well, but it's just not happening.
I've been depressed for these past 4 years too, and that has also gotten worse over time. I'm not sure if it's depression talking or if I genuinely don't like it any more. I'm not even sure what to think anymore.
Should I just give up?