I'm done with life. And everything.?

I ******* hate life. I'm sorry but there are no good guys out there but iif there are they were not made for me or guys just choose to be jerks around me and treat me like crap.. If you have any advice on what to do with my stupid life right now then let me know. Okay so this guy who claims he likes me got me liking him a lot, but then he was a jerk and is actually into another girl more. I was mad, but me being the naive idiot decided to give him another chance and we started talking again. Just recently, he asked me out, and I was completely shocked and decided no at first but it wasn't really a no and I said I just needed time. Now he has been completely ignoring my texts and it turns out he still likes the other girl, even though he asked me out! Call this situation stupid but I literally don't think you understand. This always happens to me!!! Why me! What the hell did I do to deserve this kind of manipulative treatment. The saddest part is that I was going to say yes to him, but now I know he doesn't even give a **** about me! I just thought he was different. But trust me, this has happened before! Other guys have treated me like a piece of **** too! I'm 15 and I'm honestly just about down with life. Right when I open up to someone they shoot me down. I also feel stupid for falling for this guys tricks more than once... That's how stupid I am. I really thought he was different. Oh yeah and even worse, me and my friends got a physic reading the other day just for fun, and I was all excited, and the lady said all good things to my friends but do you know what she said to me?! That I always attract the wrong guys and I have no confidence! I was like about to cry! What's the point of even trying for love anymore. I only attract assholes who don't care, and NO guys like me at school or anywhere. I am never gonna be in a happy relationship... At this point I just can't even picture it... That would be too good of something to happen to me. I just don't get it. I'm never gonna find love. Not a lot of guys find me pretty, and I feel I have no personality or I am just plain weird. I can picture everyone I know getting married in the future except me. I mean I feel like guys just look at me as a thing. I don't even know I just hate life it's pointless without love and I get this hopeless feeling that its not meant for me and I will never truly find it. I'm gonna go into like a long state of depression because I can't take this anymore,, I just wanna stay in my room and cry... Or die. That's always an option. Honestly what the hell do I do with my life.